Okay.
It's time.
I've given myself way too long.
I have kept myself from progressing
I haven't wanted to be better
I had to much shame,
too much hurt
I failed
I didn't want to try
I forgot who I was
I forgot who I wanted to be.
I'm still fearful of what may come.
But I have learned once
Fear and Hope cannot coexist
My hope will be stronger than my fear.
And i will be strong and ready to fight
Once the dark night comes near
I will be a warrior
and i will win!
because I will fight my battle on my knees
You made me CRY!! :-))) Love it. You ARE a warrior! Love you!
ReplyDeleteThis is amazing!!! I have certainly been there. Thank you for sharing. You're amazing! Keep it up :D
ReplyDeletegood people make mistakes. great people make terrible mistakes. When I think of who I am and what my purpose is and what my goals are, I can let go of shame. forgiving ourselves seems tied directly to letting the shackles of shame go. We are beloved daughters of the greatest Father. He values each of us beyond our comprehension. But, He will share that value with you if you ask.
ReplyDeletelove, scabs
Sometimes we forget. It happens. But that's where friends come in to remind us.
ReplyDeleteYou are beautiful and wonderful and you're my friend. I love you no matter what, and will always love you no matter what. No matter what. No matter what. No. Matter. What.